Megan Green opens up about her struggles with OCD and the impact on her life
At just 20, she wishes she could enjoy a night out like her friends. But her condition makes that feel out of reach. Last year, she shared how tough things were, and now, they’ve only gotten worse.
Megan is even thinking about traveling to England for treatment that isn’t available in Northern Ireland. But she’s worried about leaving her family behind.
She spends around £200 a week on cleaning wipes, constantly sanitizing surfaces. Wearing a mask has become a necessity for her, but she feels judged for it. She wishes people understood it’s for her mental health, not just a choice.
Despite her struggles, Megan encourages others facing mental health issues to keep fighting. She says, “My OCD destroys my life, and people don’t get it. It’s not just about cleaning; it’s a battle every day.”
She feels her mom suffers watching her struggle, and it breaks her heart. Megan is close to her granny, but she can only share so much.
People often say, “We’re all in the same boat,” but that hurts her. Her journey has lasted eight years, and it feels like things are only getting worse.
Sometimes, it takes her an hour just to get into bed because she has to clean the sheets first. Her OCD controls her life, and she feels isolated.
Megan wishes she could enjoy simple things, like going to a bar or socializing without fear. She wants people to understand that everyone’s struggles are unique.
To anyone dealing with mental illness, she says, “Keep fighting and never give up. Reach out to someone.”
